Tokio Hotel Concert Ch17

**Ch 17**

**No one P.O.V.**

"I can't do this anymore! It's too down and depressing!" Georg said pushing the palm of his hands into his eyes then looking over at Bill and Tom, who were just looking out the window and down at the table.

"Come on now Georg, you don't like the quietness for once?" Gustav said sarcastically looking at Georg.

"I would like it better if the two over there wouldn't make it feel so depressing in here!"Georg said turning to Gustav and pointing at the two behind him.

"What's going on out here?" Cat asked walking to the front of the bus where everyone was at.

"Georg is mad coz Bill and Tom have been sitting over there since we left the mall a few hours ago." Gustav leaned around Georg who was still standing so he could look at Cat and answer her question.

"What?" She asked looking at Gustav then over to the twins who were looking at her, each one thinking different things.

"IsCatsheareok?YouIdidn'tok?meanYouwhatlookIlikesaidyouitarejustcameexaustedIswear." Bill and Tom said at the same time, looking at Cat with looks of worry and pleading.

"Ummm…..what?" Cat said looking at Bill and Tom like they had just spoke a different language that she didn't know.

"Tom said : "Is she ok? I didn't mean what I said it just came out that way, I swear."  And Bill said: "Cat are you ok? You look like you are exhausted."" Gustav said staring at the TV screen in front of him.

"You uh….you understand what they said?" Cat asked looking at him with wonder in her eyes.

"You get used to it. He is the only one." Georg said dropping down onto the couch and leaning his head back and closing his eyes.

"Oh, ok." She said looking at him for a second and then looking over at the twins who were still looking at her.

"Um Tom, yea she is fine just taking a nap. Give her a little bit and then you can go back there. And Bill, yes I'm fine, why do you ask?" She asked looking at Tom then looking over at Bill.

"Uh nothing." Bill said looking back down at his notebook.

"Cat you play Guitar Hero?" Georg asked looking over at her and holding the guitar toward her.

"I'm not good at it." She said smiling and walking over and grabbing the guitar from him.

The guys had about two and a half hours left before they had to get ready for the signing before the concert when Hope came out of the back, rubbing her eyes like she had just woken up.  Gustav was the first one to look up at her. He bumped Georg's arm and nodded over to her. Georg looked up and poked Cat in her leg then pointed a little.

"Hopie." She said when she looked up and saw that her twin was awake.

"Hope?" Tom said looking up at her.

"Hey." She said looking at him then over to Cat. " You're not singing too?"

"You can sing and play the guitar?" Georg asked looking at her next to him.

"She doesn't like to coz people made fun of her for it." Hope said grabbing a soda from the mini fridge.

"I don't sing in front of people." She said handing Georg the guitar and getting up.

"Where are you going?" Gustav asked watching her walk around Hope and toward the back.

"To get ready"  She said.

"Bill you should start getting ready too." Tom said looking over at his twin who was still looking out the window.

"OK." He said and got up and walked to the bathroom and shut the door.

"Is he ok?" Hope asked looking over at Georg and Gustav.

They both just shrugged their shoulders and looked over to Tom for answers.

"He……he just has a lot on his mind." Tom said getting up and walking to his bunk without saying anything to Hope.

"Is he ok?" Hope asked pointing to where Tom went.

Gustav and Georg just shrugged their shoulders again.

_{Cat I don't like Hope much.—Gustav.}

Cat looked up from the magazine she was looking at to look at the message on her phone.  'From
Gustav?' She asked herself looking up at him and giving him a questioning look.

He just nodded his head at her phone mouthing "read it."

_{What? For why?—Cat}

Gustav looked down at his phone when Cat texted him back.

<sub>I don't know. Just a vibe I get from her. I don't know how to describe it.—Gustav

It's ok I get feeling like that a lot. I'm sorry we will be leaving soon and you won't have to worry
about it ok?—Cat

No no you're fine. It's just her. You calm the twins down, and I don't have to do it. (: --Gustav

Oh. Well I'm sorry. And glad I could help I think lol (: --Cat</sub>

"Bill are you ready yet? I know it doesn't take you that long to get ready and the girls might have to get ready too!" Tom shouted at Bill from where he was laying in his bunk.

"I will go check on him." Cat said getting up and sticking her phone in her back pocket and walking over to the bathroom and knocking on the door. "Bill? Bill are you ok?"

After standing there for a few minutes Cat got a little worried so she took her phone out and texted Bill.

_{Are you ok? ): --Cat}

It didn't take long for him to text her back.

_{Hold on—Bill}

He unlocked the door and opened it wide enough for Cat to walk in and then shut and locked the door again.

"Hey are you ok?" She asked looking at him with worry. He was looking a little pale. Like he had seen a ghost or…………..

"I need help." He said then fell onto the toilet.

"Bill oh my gosh!" Cat whispered to herself, not sure if he wanted the others especially Tom to know what was wrong with him. "What's wrong? Do you need something to eat? Something to drink? Tell me please!" Cat said getting down on her knees to look him in the eyes.

He just stuck his leg out and lifted up his sweat pants leg. What she saw she was not expecting. He had many little fresh, red cuts on his upper leg, and many lighter red ones that you could tell were old.

"Oh my god Bill." Cat said reaching up and getting a paper towel and putting some warm water on it then dapping at the cuts. "Hun what's wrong? What is making you do this?"

He just looked away from her and hung his head, making his hair fall into his eyes.

"Please tell me. I promise I won't tell anyone. Not even Tom. You can trust me Bill, please just tell me." Cat said, her eyes starting to tear up. "At least tell me how long you have been doing this."

When Bill finally looked at her, he had tears in his eyes. "About last year." That was all he said before he started crying.

"Oh hun. It's ok." She said hugging him and smoothing his hair out like a mom would do to a crying child. "It's ok let it out. It's good to cry every once in a while."

He wrapped his arms around her and tried to cry as quietly as he could so the others wouldn't hear him, but still cried as hard as he has ever cried before.

They stayed there like that for a little bit longer, then Bill un-wrapped his arms and wiped at his eyes to fix his makeup.

"Are you better now?" Cat asked, looking at him still worried that he would break down at any minute.

"Ja. Danke Cat." He said smiling a nice, real smile at her. "Please don't tell anyone about it. Tom worries to much as it is. I don't want him to worry more." He asked looking a little worried himself.

"Don't worry hun, I won't tell him unless you want me to ok?" She said smiling back at him and putting her hand over his and squeezing it a little to reassure him.

"Danke." He said hugging her again then standing up and looking at himself in the mirror.